That Day *Written in highschool*

Life was so upsetting

until the day you came around.

Before we spent that night together

I felt like dirt on the ground.

You really lift my spirits,

you make me feel so good.

I now have feelings for you

that I thought I never would.

After that one night,

you are all I think about.

Yes i do like you,

there is no percent of doubt.

I never thought you'd be the person

I'd have these feelings for.

But as I got to know you,

I liked you even more.

The change I have with you right now,

I do not want to blow.

Because it would totally break me

if I have to let you go.

Not There *Written in highschool*

I may look happy outside

but I'm pretty sad within.

I don't want to show my feelings

so all I do is grin.

Inside I'm crying

but outside I laugh

If I were to measure my feelings

they'd be at the bottom of the graph

I can't show people how I feel

or all they'll do it stare

but if you think thats me laughing

I'm not really there

Suicide *Written in highschool*

So you know what it feels like to want to die

Shove a sharp knife in your eye

Slit your wrists and watch them bleed

Get down on your knees and start to plead

Tie a noose around your neck

take a jump, what the heck..

get in your car, turn it on

from all the fumes, soon enough you'll be gone

Jump off a bridge with no bungee cord

why oh why must you do this to me lord

people thing about this stuff every day

I don't care what you say

This is what runs through my head

sometimes I just wish I was dead

Poem Un-named *Date written unknown*

Lies have filled your entire life

so now it's hard to trust.

You have found someone special

and you believe it's love not lust.

You don't know what your gonna do,

it's tearing you apart.

Would you really think of leaving him

and ripping up your heart?

You have a bad jealousy problem

and it makes you hurt so much.

But the one thing you can't resist

is the feel of his gentle touch.

Are you being played

or is he really true?

Or does he have someone else

or does he really like you?